Selamat Hari Raya

So,as we all know.hari raya is just around the corner..Here's my list of things to do before and after raya..

1.Get a new haircut-something like this-


2.Eyebrow piercings and hopefully a monroe

Sick puppy

So,i got a 4day mc from the doctor and that means that i'll be stayin at home these few days.im damnly bored cause i had to cancel my nyte out to gdg 2day due to my sickness getting worse by the hour.*i need soup.somebody buy me soup and antar krumah.hahaha.merintah urg sakitnya eh*.well,im currently writing a book but i haven't even started the planning yet.haha.i've been sick,o-kay?lols.~I just hope that this book turns out to be great n likeable just like myself.*tonks.prasaan ei.ego makin besar.haha.somebody bring me bck down to earth*.~i'll update more later or tomorrow cause i have alot of house chores to do.until next time.

Hazy situation

So,its 6.40 a.m and im awake and my cold got worse,i now also have a very bad fever & currently has an ice pack on top of my head.mum didnt let me attend school today,instead im going to the hospital to get an mc letter.this is because the current haze happening in brunei and when your immune system is low you get sick easily.like me.huhu.im gonna take a lil nap first cause i barely got any sleep lastnyte.

Call 911

I know the title makes no sense.lols.i was listenin to Sean Kingston's-burnin on the dancefloor while i wrote this post and now its heavy metal.duh~so,i dont have much to talk about.only that i've been in a pissy mood since morning until now.*cant blame me.its that month again.geddit?*.~im just gonna go to sleep now cause im tired.reallyreally sick & missing him.he didnt even show up during online.mygod!i dont wanna seem needy for him.its just that I think im fallin head over heels for him.*katuk pala*.wake up!LOLS~

Alice in wonderland[GOTHIC STYLE]

So,I was watching tv one day and guess what popped up on the screen..a trailer of 'Alice in wonderland' in a gothic kinda way...and damn,i assure you guys that you have to watch it..and guess who's the director,its none other than my all time favourite director..TIM BURTON..this guy knows his goth side and ways..Johnny Depp plays the mad hatter..which suits him perfectly and i just lovee Johnny Depp..melts..



Johnny Depp as the mad hatter

p.s:THE MOVIE IS GOING TO BE RELEASED ON 5THMARCH2010

Fireworks & Hotties

Yesterday,my sister,tyraa,maherah,hamiz and I went to empire to watch the fireworks.It was jam packed,we couldnt find a parking spot for 30minutes..iskii sudah ku wah..haha..so,we had to walk abit,i didnt mind cause i did some 'sight-seeing' during the walk but nobody caught my heart.i mean eye.lols.~finally we arrived at the hotel and as usual they had the flu check..before i entered the hotel,i saw amirul[nlps friend]we talked for a while and i said goodbye cos my friends were out of sight..saw some people from my fb..we were in and out from the bathroom*bukan sakai*gagaga...and yeah,i got tha shock of my life when i saw tha guy that i've admired for almost 3years now enter the hotel..my knees startd to shake and they almost felt like jelly..but i couldnt say anything becos of my fear,so i just watchd him from afar..pity me..and then the fireworks came on,i think i ran down the escalator..rasa jua kan get tha 1st glimpse..it was beautiful & romantic for couples..i watched it with my temans but i actualy got that chance to watch it with him..and thats special,walaupun ea inda tau aku minat ea..it was just great to know that he was nearby..we went home at 12.30 becos bnyk jam and road blocks..slow and steady saja kami..weehee..i had a great nyte..thanks mai,tyra and hamiz...~

Andy Sixx

Andy Sixx(My addicttion masaney)

Sekian lama

I've been gone for quite sometime now.Been really busy these past few days with my ups and downs.Im in lumut now,spending my hols here and gonna return to bandar 2morrow.BORING!!Oh yea,i broke up with him and im okay.Jantah dceta panjang nyeh,nada jua siuk.Haha

Its not you.ITS ME

Right now i'm really kusut and since my bestie isn't online,I cant mengusut arahnya and to top that off my boyfriend went to bed(menambah g kusut,tapi tahan ja).I have to understand that he's tired because of work and that he cant spend much time with me anymore.So yeah.Im a little bit kusut about that but what can i do,all i can do is understand & diam.I just wish that for once he could stay up with me or try.Like how I try to stay up with him,eventhough aku slalu tetidur..Tapi aku pajal diriku untuk bangun cos aku mau dangani ea..~aku tau he loves me alot and i love him more than ever,but does he know that??~its not you beh.Its ME

Why?

Lastnight,I wasn't feeling like myself.I was totally moody and depressed,half of it was caused by my period this month and alot of stuff on my mind.I kept on getting emotional towards my bestie zazaa..[saii,sorry aa f ku malar ngusut pat mu.Ko saja paham aku waa] and to my boyfriend,[i'm really2 sorry beh,i love you alot.But i couldnt tahan myself smlm.Huhu.]and thanks for calling me beh,i really appreciate it.*hugs2*~so,today i'm feeling abit better and tomorrow i'll be going back to school.Yeay!!.I've been missing my temans like forever.Lols.~

Rindu kamu teman2

Ughh..I miss my temans2 like soo damn much..I haven't been in school for 2 days now because i've been having cramps,totally sakit~to my teman-temans : dont wory,nada btah geh ku skulah

MidniGht blues

Just finished chatting with my lovee n he called me up just to hear me say those words.lols.How sweet of him!.I told him to go to bed cos of him being tired and all.Gdnyte.I LOVEEE YOU BEH.

Just lose it!

I almost lost my cam cable to transfer the pix's to my lappy an hour ago.I went nuts searching 4 it when all this friggin time it was in my camera bag.Buduh kan?Haha.So,i just opened my cam bag n guess what I found.1.Perfume and a packet of wet tissues[padan jua temanku betanya,"ko kan mengambel pix or kan mekap urg?"i was blurr becos of her question..Haha..Now aku paham..So,now im transffering the pix's to my lappy n blogging away..Oh and yea,i think alot of you are wondering what kind of cammy im using..I'm using the PANASONIC'LUMIX/DMC-FZ50..Its a beginners cammy and i love it..

TUESDAY.TIRED DAY.

Today was a very boring and tiring day.I didnt enjoy most of the subject's because it was sastera[i dont hate it,ganya nada minat besajak],MIB[SAKIT PALA] and English[this used to be my favourite subject,but not now.Only my close friends know the reason behind this]~cakap melayu ja ku eh dari sini..Kang kana ucp geh fake..Lols~tadie aku tau raun2 skewl ja with my bestie 'BuluMorDenny'..Nda jua yg siuk2 happen lah today..~Mcm besa lah ulah ku tadie..Dari datang skewl sampai balik..And dn tadie durg peeja and zaza gtau pat ku yg dis prefect menyindir kdiaku and dorang..Ea menyuruh drg kimslm pat ku dgn gaya sindiran mantapnya..Weseh!Haha..Memang ku intai ea time blik atoh,rupanya btah2 ku mengintai ea..Ea lalu tangga yg jauh itu.Haha.Tapi,nada papa lah.Biar tia.Maybe ea ikhlas kalie kimslm.Haha.~

Kiss me thru the phone

So.I just got off the phone with my cinta a few minutes ago and umm..sad to say.."i miss him soo much"..These long miles really do hurt..But,what the hell..I love him no matter what and i'm not gonna let him go over an unlogical reason..~we talked about alot of things.*malas ku kan mention.haha.2 many*.ea nada minat my mulut penyumpahan..lols..I'll try to change for you lovee..It's gonna be hard as hell,tapi akan ku coba.hehe.~beh.I know you'll read this so syg just wants to say that.ure soo manja laa on da phone.hehe.ada makna 2.*kirai2*.and that I'm really2 sorry because syg gtau beh syg trus tdur.haha.menyimpang skajap pat blog.~well,i guess i'll stop here.got school tomorrow.~Lovee u haqim putra

A change in me

Mornings world.Imagine me waking up this early.SINCE WHEN?!.actually I couldnt sleep last night and I kept wakin up.This has been happening to me lately.*im straying away from my topic.haha.*~So,lastnight my sister and I were being nuts and kambang.We shuffled in front of wywy.Naseb nada urg time 12midnyte ah.We both sucked.haha.Its kinda funny because I never liked or wanted to learn shuffle because in my opinion shuffle had just a few steps than the dances that I do.But now i'm starting to pratice shuffle more than jazz funk and my usual hip-hop freestyles.OMG!!.My bud's told me that I'm gonna get addicted to shuffle.I'm already addicted lah saii.So,now i'm working on my legs and than up to my hands and head and body.*damn.Its just too tiring.Tapinya i'm gonna master shuffle walau it takes me a year or two*.Oh and yeah,I need a shuffle tutor.haha.Its hard to find cos sum people are just too damn stingy to share their 'ILMU'.haha.Well,i'm gonna stop here cos I wanna sambung tdur.~love you haqim putra.

ANTM CYCLE 12-MY OPINIONS

In my opinion,Allison should have won because she's just soo damn gorgeous,like a little 'Emily Strange' and I adore Emily The Strange alot since I was young.Its just isnt fair that Teyona won because she just doesnt have what Allison has.Its true that Teyona is gorgeous and Allison is cute.But,I still cant believe that she won.Well,anyway congratulations too Teyona and too Allison "dont give up.Ur damn gorgeous.and i'll always adore you"-imagine my blog being read by them *angan2*-

LoveBug

So.After 5months of being single.I've finally found the guy of my dreams[more like.he found me].Well,I would love to show-off more about him,but i'm not that kind of person.So,i'll just give you guys the short version.We met at the mall and I didnt wanna pass up the opportunity of getting to know him better.So,i jumped to the point and asked for his email while he walked me back to the car.Ohh he totally melted me and my guard was let down.lols.I think i talked about him till we got home.lols.After 2 days,we coupled and I felt great with him until now.this is just the greatest fling.He's sweet a.k.a sweettalker by me.Caring.Adorable.Protective.Kinda temper but he's cute when he's furious.Cant get enough of him.I'm gonna stop here.Krg kana ucp mempamer2kan[people do that x ah].Lastly,i just wanna say "I LOVE YEW HAQIM PUTRA"

Back from the dead!

No.Im still alive.I just couldnt find a simpler title than this.lols.~So.I've been rather busy since my last update cause i've been getting depressd lately because of my mid-term exam marks.I could have scored higher but becos of some silly mistakes.I flunked greatly.But.Im learning from my mistakes and learning to never give up.Miley cyrus's song 'the climb' inspires me alot and gives me hope when i'm down.Atlast.A great song from her and there's a meaning behind it.~-keep reading-

My reading

.This is what i'm currently reading.

Book name:Mel Beeby/Agent angel
Author:Annie Dalton

Summary:
Rather to Mel's horror, she is teamed up for her new assignment in the 19th century with her best mate Lola & her worst enemy Brice! But tensions are put aside as they all witness a scene in the Australian outback, where an old convict lies dying

Reputation on the line

I was supposed to post this a month ago but I was tired and all that stuff..So,a month ago I was challenged to a dance battle and it was planned to take place during that month but because of our mid-terms we had to cancel it and wait until all the exams we're over and now its finally over..And im guessing we're gonna battle this saturday..Im scared shitless..Im scared not about the people..Im afraid that I won't be able to execute my moves perfectly and end up looking like a fool..But I have 2 do it becos my reputation is at stake and im not gonna lose it..Wish me luck and just hope that I do great..-

Teardrops on my guitar

The reason for the title is because i've been singing this song for the past 4days without even leaving my pillow dry..Inda sah kalau bntal inda dibasahi air mata..Why?..Well,there's this guy in my school and same class..I've secretly been storing feelings for him for 2months now and 2days ago..I finally had the courage to tell him how i felt and then Wham!!..Everything was crushed into tiny pieces..He told me that he knew all along and he also told me that he didnt want to date someone from the same class,he said it was difficult and guess what I said...''its okay,its okay''...Then it hit me,did a guy just reject me?!...It really stung because this is the first time being rejected by a guy i totally adore..Still cant believe it..And now its over but I still cant get him out of my head...-hagelala-

MooD swing

Im back and bitchy people.Lols.~i've been way to busy to blog cause of my mid-term exams..And yeah,i just wanna add that the exams were 'GSCE'O' LEVEL' standard..Like wadapak?!..These past few days have been kinda hard for me because alot of stuff and problems are just crashing down into my once known 'FABULOUS' lyfe..I think karma is just catching up to me..What have I done wrong?..xp..I've done alot of bad things..*sad*..Oh and yeah..Im totally having mood swings now..Sometimes i'm happy and there are also times when i fl like eatin somebody..I'll just stop at this..-HEYHEY HAGELALA

Being a PRINCESS

So.I just finished reading Meg Cabot's princess diaries sixsational and it's a great and entertaining book.here's a short sum-up abouT it.Amelia as we all know is the Genovian princess and she's dealing with alot of problems such as if she should 'DO IT' with her boyfriend,her dumping of snails into the ocean incidnt and the student council election.so,she lives a pretty hectic life..end sum-up and post.

M.I.A a.k.a Missin in Armani

I havent been in the 'I-want-to-blog' kinda mood these past few days.School is totally wearing me out.I'm bustin my ass in my studies but i'm still not satisfied with my progress.I failed my maths badly and that really made my day shitty.*as if it wasnt shitty enuf*.i made alot of careless mistakes.ughh..it is MATHS..Im a total kLutz in that area..lols..so.yesterday nothing much happened..just ur usual day at school..so.i guess i'm done here..

Boom-Boom Pow

Yo!.yesterday,I went to the empire for yet another dance audition.believe it or not.i'm going to dance auditions now more than ever and i'm totally proud of myself.Reason?.because I was never a dancer and i'm stiff and to top that off 'i'm Shy'.lols.so,yeah it's a new thing for me and i'm proud that i'm finally getting out of my shell or even my protective zone.~back to yesterday.I was nervous and shakin all over when I got there.I decided to take a look inside and that didnt help either.I wanted to give up,but i'm not a quitter.so,I just went through with it.I was told to dance first and I danced to bep's new track 'Boom2 Pow'.I was nervous and got tired quick.not to mention my moves were everywhere and why da hell was I doin alot of butt-pops.damn!.Well,i had fun and it was a great experience.I'm gonna practice more,so I can get even better..watch out dancers out there..i'm on the verge of no stopping..!lols.well,I gtg now cos i'm gettin really close to the school.byee

I MISS YOU GUYS!

Birthday Surprise!

I mentioned that I was gonna post the pictures that my friend had taken from my previous birthday party that was given by my friends..here they are:


Mirul.Me and Mai


Wajah Surprised ku

What the 'BUG'

I'm totally pissed off~as you all know i'm not feeling that good and i'm still not doing good,because of my health issues..I missed my dance training(I HATE IT WHEN I MISS SOMETHANG I LOVE!)..but I will be attending my training on sunday,I dont care if i'm sick..i'm gonna bust my ass in dancing coz i'm commited and when I'm passionate about something,I will push myself to be better..~byeee

That ''BOY''!

Good cubuh world!..I just can't sleep ryte now..so,i'm just gonna go random and blog bullsxyt here..haha..WHO CARES?!Its my blog anyway..~I'm in love with yew and I don't even have a reason 4 it..you stole my heart and now I can't get it back..When you smile towards me,my knees turn to jelly mode..When you say something,the only thing I hear is you saying my name a thousand times..please believe me when I say 'I LOVE YOU'...~

Wild-Wild

Yesterday at school I had a great time because we had p.e and it was my first time to attend p.e there..We were told to play a game of of netball,but instead I was dancin my ass off and cheographng new steps cos i'm not really into netball..to be honest,i find it rather dull and siuk sndiri punya sport.*pissy mood*[don't mind me,i'm just having my woman or feminine time of the month]..so,I decided to play badminton with pateyn and mai..it was a 2 against 1 match,men buyuk aqu ah..I nid to brush up on my smash techniques..and i'm really blurr sighted..lols..~I stayed back in the aftern00n coz I wanted to attend my bio xtra class..it was really tiring..ughh!memang wajahku mcm urg kan kpisan sajaaa..Maherah sent me home coz my mum couldnt get off work during that time..maherah is really great and funny..she kinda reminds me of ezza..ezza hunneyh aku mish,rindu and will always syg yew..hehe..~

Come on lets SWEAT

So,yesterday I didnt blog about this because I was really tired and my legs were just killing me.~yesterday,I had my 1st dance class..I reached there at around 3.06(exact time 2)..and when I reachd there,I was really suprised to see how many dancers that got in after the audi..they each had different kind of styles and it was really cool to see that..so,we had our intro's and did 3 dance routines..the last routine was effin hard..i was totally all ovah the plaCe..lols..it was really fun and also fat-burning..hehe..~so,i'm gonna start my class tomorrow from 6 to 8..and my classes are 2times a week,sunday is my otha class from 3-5..I really wanna be a great dancer and get sent abroad..but that doesnt mean i'll forget abt my studies..~auf widerx

Don't touch that dial

I know the title sounds ridiculous.but,who cares yea.I couldnt find any other title than this one.So,today I had a very tiring day because as we just moved,I had to carry up some boxes to the new house and damn it was tiring.Walking,the steps and going back down to get m0re boxes.I might have lost some weight too and thats a good thang to me,i've been gettin a lil bit round on the hip area.lols.enough about that~Lets see what I did these past few days.hmm..i'll start off with the 31st which was a tuesday..that day was as usual.school was lameeyo..oh yea!we were suggesting names for our class and I came up with a veree unique name..'FORM 4B FABULOUS'..but too bad,some of them didnt agree with it..not to be mean or anything but come on my fellow mates,its a unique,rocking and fabulously nice name..but,thats just my opinion..I just dont understand why we cant name it that..Aiman I need yew!HELP!haha..~1april2009[Wednesday]..normal day..got april fooled alot..i only got mirza..poor me!..nuthng much happnd after that..~Today,I didnt attend school because I didnt hear my alarm go off and I woke up at 10 and thought to myself ''Why the hell am I still in bed?lols"..I worked the whole day until 5 and then finishd up..at around 8 'o'clock someone called my phone..at first I was hesitant to pick it up cos I didnt recognise the number..but after 3rings I picked it up..it was someone from the audition,she told me to come on sunday at 3pm at the usual place..after I hung up,My sister and I were speechless..we did the happy dance and screamed at the top of our lungs..This means ome thang.SHOPPING!!LOLS...I tried to call Aiman and Khai to break the good news to them..but I couldn't..so,I calld dany and guess what,she picked up,well ray pickd up..hahaha..we talkd 4 5minutes and we said our goodbye's..Dany thanks for the support and also ur family support..I LOVE YEW 2!alot of hugs~

I hate it!

Masane aku sdg berdpanan dngn my worst enemy iaitu MATHS..aku sasak ney dis madapakin subject ah..bek bwa mati

Let Me Rock!

Batah dah ku nada blogging anie eh..lols..kan ampir 4 hari udah..kamu2 mesti bangang knapa aku posting dalam malay,aku malas bh 2day kan post english ah..haha..~bnarnya kan,ada pasalnya ney aku btah nada blogging ah..hmm..3 or 4 hari yg lapas my cuzens2 yg dari lumut tdur rah rumah saya..hehe..eatah banyak kami lakukan sampai aku lupakan my stupid blog anie.lols..tapinya aku kembali sudah seperti biasa and going to be activo more..~(1)2 hari berturut2 kami jalan kstadium swimming sama tunang uncle saya.*nanti ku post pix's nya*.a2 bh siuk eh.i lub it.aku rindu wah swim ah,3taun dah aku nada swim ah maseh geh mcm duyung anie wah.bowh pwasan~[2]malam2 geh kami cuzenku naik karah rumah baru kami and membikin filem drama brunei.haha.payah panya kan blakon anie,saya pikir peanut buTTer.lols.*i'll post the vid's next time*~<3>oh yeah.yg dance audi a2 blum ada kabarnya eatah aku stress hantap neyh.suspensenya membunuh wah.sampai ku nanesh nada tan2 pasal wah ulehnya.saBar2!~bh udahtah eh.-Never Trust A person that luks like a SNAKE-

Happy days are here again!

So,today I went to the dance audition at zunic to try my luck there...We came kinda late and when I put 'WE',im talking bout my cousins and my mum..wapi,khalid,ajid and ikah came with us to show their support..at first my sis didnt want to join,but with a lil bit of pushing,she had to join..we met ham[eqha's bro],he's part of the dance group there and he dances like water.it comes naturally to him!..back to my story..i was asked 2 dance and he asked me if I cheographd anythng yet and I told him that I only do freestyle and some JAZZ..So,they threw a song at me and I was freaking out cos it was a song that i had never heard before and to top it off,it was JAZZ..my god!i threw out my best dance moves and was thinking in my head..'why why why,why couldnt they give me womanizer?,'i would have nailed that song..my sister was up next and she was lucky enough to get 'Dont stop the music by Rihanna' and whe she shaked it the whole room felt as if it was on pause and everything stopped.i was amazed by her dance skills..after that,the dance instructor took 5 of us out and said that he wanted to show us some steps..my sister and I we're one of the 5 people..we were really happy..the routine was a lil bit hard at first but not impossible to do..I almost got the hang of it..lols..it was great laa..now we're waiting for a phone call from them and I hope i get in..-Dreams are meant to be-

XoXo..gossip girl

I just started watching the 2nd season of gossip girl without even watching the first season and I'm effin loving it.xoxo gossip girl

Tears & Joy

Today,school was as usual in the morning we had classes..boring subjects..~During the break time,amoi told me,myrul and maimunah that our english teacher wanted to see us at the AVA room..So,Myrul and Maimunah went to the AVA room while I stayed in the class to help rafizah with the class decor's.I guess they didnt realise that I was still there.lols.So,I kept on sticking stuff on the wall and then MyRul came in with MaImunah and2 they started to sing the bday song..I was totally blurr,but aku buat mcm nada saja.haha.kana pikir pwasan ja ku krg.and then they started to ask each other 'mana sheila,mana sheila?'aku anie mcm urang bangang jua..x drg panggil aku 2 bekumpul wit Mai and myrul..damn mahn~I was freakin cryin..I remembered that time very clearly with'THEM'..So,we cut the cake and blew out the candles and made a wish..the cake was soo delicious[blueberry fillings,ice-cream topping and choclate breakings at the side]..Guys,thank you alot for that party..~Then the party just got really wild,cream was flying everywhere..aku yang paling teruk lah wajahku kana uleh my saiyankk fateyn..haha..and then I got revenge on MyruL coz I wasnt satisfied that he didnt have any cream on his face..x avish laa wajahnya becream ulehku..haha..and then I took out the party string I bought and started spraying fateyn from behind and then she started to chase me..imagine ja aku belari round2 class bekain ah..haha..and then maherah started sprayin me..gla eh!it was the greatest birthday gift ever.thank u lovee friends.-i lovee you 'AL'-

I loveee you alll

Today at school,I had a blast..At the very moment I entered the hall..They sang happy birthday for me..ohmygod!!I lovee yew guys..Thanks all of you..So,school was as usual laa..I stayed back because I wanted to help them to decorate the class for our upcoming competition..I stayed there until 4 'o'clock with amoi,fateyn and zaza..the four of us watched one of the dance crews at our school pratice and amoi came up with this brilliant idea,she said to me 'We should make our own crew' and I was like..Hell yeah!!wow..im loving sekolah menengah masin yawwww...I went home and now I have to attend school again 2morrow even if I dont want 2...-Be yourself-(p.s i cant post pix's..sial

Time 2 Grow

Yea.i'm officially 17 today.lols.i'm still young dude.~I 've just received my first bday greeting from the one and only Kichii hunneyh..thanks saiyankkk friend qu..eventhough we haven't known each other long,u still remember to greet me..hehe..well,i'm off 2 bed now..-Aging is part of the human process-

Ladies night

Yesterday,my mum,sis and I went out to yayasan to buy some stuff and I had an idea in my head to buy the dress that I saw last week because it was selling cheap and I didnt want to pass up the opportunity that I would regret.But,I did regret when I got there and found out that the store was closed for RENOVATION.I was likeee arghh!..omg!..fuck!~So,after that horrifying moment(oh.drama queen me)..we went downstairs to buy some food..and then we left for centrepoint where I bought 3ring files for school..*susah2 aja*..and yeah.before I forget.we met auntie tipah and the family.that includes my cuzzy lina..and then after alot of talking,we went home.-Let me live my life-

STAND UP!

Ehmygawd!I just heard from my classmate sii Mor that Manchester united losts badly to Liverfuckinpool..he said that the score was 1-4 and I was shocked..my friends know that i'm a die hard fan of M.U and would by all their stuff if I could..haha..~MANCHESTER UNITED DON't give up..i'm still a loyal fan..

Maulud Celebration

So,yesterday we had the maulud celebration at school..i reached school at around 7.30 coz on saturdays i'd rather come late than early becos we have the morning warm-up on sat's..and my close friends know how much of a "Lazy-Exxy-Gurl" that I am..lols..well,back to the story..I brought my cammy with me today coz I felt like taking loads and loads of picto's..but I only got some good shots..~So,the day kicked off with the recitation of the AL-fatihah and a welcome speech by the principal of SMMN,after that we watched the dikir competition joined by 8 groups from different houses..we then had the nasyid performance which was led by my classmate,Fateyn..her voice is incredible..i had goosebumpx the whole time until the end..and atlast we were told to stand up to recite the dikir together..~When the event ended,I went upstairz and took more photos of my classmates and the specific surroundings..and thats how my day went..-feel free to hate,cos it doesnt bother me-

Fantasy Aja

Aku bagai bertepuk sebelah tangan.aku menyukaimu tapi ku tahu aku tak memenuhi citarasamu dalam seorang wanita[fxck2.sial bunyinya.haha]~aku lage sadis nie-

Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton

You and Me are just like Paris and Nicole.We laugh,cry,fight,talk,share secrets and also stab each other in the back.But,we always get back together,eventhough we had a bad fight.When we fight and stop talking to each other,people start to say stuff about us and we're the talk of the town.and then comes Kimberly Stewart that loves to be Paris's new BFF and would love her to dump Nicole.But,that doesn't happen becoz Paris loves Nicole more than anything else and that's what friendshipx are all about[sincerely:LaLa]dedicated to Sii Bestie Akhmal Aiman .-Cherish ur Friends.Coz they only last one lifetime-

Luck Gone wrong

Everything is soo wrong today..realise the day and date of my blog..I know its fxckd up..nevermind that~I cried in class 2day becoz I was just thinkin back during the old days when I was with them..it was a good thang that no one realised..malu saya itu.lols.and to top this story off,I lost my freakin earring..im like totally pìssed riGht now..end.-Tres Bien-

Lala Gaga

Actually I dont have a freakin clue about what to post here..so,im gonna random the whole thang..*Im in the car,otw 2 skewl,listening to Lady Gaga and reading the dictionary[i'm trying to be smarter than anyone in my class.haha.jokes2]

Oh..the drama

I was supposed to post this yesterday but I kinda forgot.~so,yesterday when I got to school I was told to go to the Dewan.I went there and there was the whole school doing their morning exercises.I was like WTF?!I tot CCA meant we got to do anything we wanted and go to our respected clubs.Well,my other classmates went to their clubs while I sat in the class stupidly.haha.*aqu benci dat pokLen*.Soo,while I was doin my essay,i saw these people kuai lintas to the next class.I was really curious about what was happening next door.so,I went there to check it out and I asked them what was going on and they told me that it was the drama club.i gave it a try and now I love it!i'm officialy the geek of masin.haha.everywhere I go I carry a notebook.im such a nerdeyh~well,im off~-moodyeh.-

Random..

I am shoo tireddd today..so,i'm just gonna break everything up.haha. *Combined science was great.I lovee enzymes.hehe.Sir..aku ngantok tadi ah..haha *Bahasa Melayu was ok.I was kinda blurr at first becoz we were doing 'Memodenkan' and I was really2 confused.but,I finally got the hang of it.I was really nervous when the teacher told me to answer the ques on the board.i managed to get the riGht answer though.happy3 *English.On thursday's we have library and we're allowed to borrow one book each.GREAT!I lovee reading.and our school has a wide variety of books and there's alot to choose from.Such as Charmed,Smallville,Animorphs,enid blyton,famous five and alot more that I didnt get to explore yet.I will raid the library next week when I get my card. *IRK.it was great and had some funny moments in it.Cgu gave us some latihan and told us to finish it and as always i was the last person to finish.lols.aku andang slow bla buat classwork.after that,cgu startd telling stories to us and also crackin jokes at some time.it was hilarious.everyone was laughing. *SASTERA.no kumin eh rah subjct ani.sakit kpala ku bepikir.atoo bnaaa..sampai sakit bh pakah..[Kedayanese]..nya uhang tuha2 jahantah kan brulah ani.nda paidah2 bh..haha..[sastera language]/*anyway,I saw Danny Mcfly tadie.he's so freakin cute.and also Jasper cullen,the guy that luks like hes gonna be sick.he was hot and he st0le my heart.-ehmygawd-

American Idol 8

My current favourites for this seasons american Idol is Alexis grace and Danny Gokkey..I hope I spelled their names right..Im addicted to Alexis's vocals,personality and sense of fashion..from the start of the season,i've been a total fan of hers..and Danny Gokkey is my mum's favourite..and2 I fell in love with him when he sang seals 'Kiss from a rose'...awww..it was heart-moving..My sister's favourite is Adam Lambert..I guess she's into him because he's more of that emo duDe..-auf widerschen-

BUSTED!!

I lovee Busted once again.lols.Their song 'sleeping with the lights on' is currently my ringtone.haha.-sleep-

Weight

Yes Yes Yes people.I am proud to say that I have a tummy now and i'm no longer gonna be called tengkorak or sii kurus.I've gained alot of weight now and i'm plannin to drop some by takin up running and badminton CCA at school.malas ku kan diet2.nada pedah 2 syg2 yg bdiet2 ah.-think b4 u aCt-

Random..School

I haven't been updating my blog these past 2days because I've been quite busy with school and my own assignments.It's been really hectic since I entered school and this is just the beginning~well,lets talk about what happnd today..*had english period first and trust me.it was boring.i almost fell asleep because we were just checking our classmates papers.aku ngantok bh time a2. *2nd period was MIB..it was okay..tchrnya cali in some way,lupaku pantunnya tadi ah..got MIB homework,pass it on tuesday.yeay. *3rd period.my worst enemy.Mr.Maths.arghh!I was soo blurr today during maths.I could only follow some of them.cgu,dont worry,i'll improve and score my maths..amin *4th period.my most favourite subject.BREAK TIME.haha.im busted.so,during break I wandered all over the school until I got really tired and decided to take a detour to the canteen.I walked in with my head held up high.haha.bought a can of coffee.to keep me awake. *5th period.Economics I loveee.I just cant get enuf of it and I cant wait for the next lesson. *6th period.C.science.I'm in love with this subject and the teacher is just great.sir,thanks for the explanation just now.-and my day goes on to now.lols

Flink & Fluffy

Its agreed that my name from now on will be 'Lala Flink Flink'.lols.I mean,it will just be my screen name during chat and blog sessions.Cool eh?~'FLUFFY.COT' will be my website main domain name when I create one and im planning to use it for my sisters designs as a brand.Magnifico!~

Talents are Forever Lasting

Have you ever heard of Jessica Sanchez?Well,you will know about her now from my point of view.She's gorgeous,amazing and lastly she's talented and blessed with an incredible voice.I've listened to all her music vid's and I am blown away because this 11 year old can sing Whitney Houston's single 'Still loving you' very perfectly and when a little girl can achieve that,then I dont know what else to say,she is just the greatest.You Should see it for yourself,so..go down to youtube and type in the big box that is provided there..'Jessica Sanchez'..


I PRESENT TO YOU 'Jessica Sanchez'

I LOVE KAMU2

HAPPY EIGHTEEN YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO MY MUM AND DAD[Saadiah Hj.Mahari & Mohd.Tauber Bin Abdullah]-I love both of you soo much.Both of you are the two most important things in my life.May god bless you mum and dad.amin

Brunei Music Industry

Here in Brunei,we don't know a single thing about our local artist and bands and thats one of the reasons why we couldn't care less about them and would rather be talking about and listening to singers and bands from overseas such as the most talked about band now known as 'Paramore'.The reason why people respond to their music is because they know stuff about them and their music is different from other bands.Some people would say that they have a very distinctive sound and I agree a hundred percent with that statement.~Our local artist and bands are rising up,but their rising at a slow pace and thats why we need to introduce them abroad and also to the Brunei community by doing more roadshows,charity works and other kind of works that can enhance the chances of our local artistes to be well known.~I am a big fan of the local music scene but I don't know much about them and it makes me kind of curious and thats why I would like to set up a site for our local artist and bands in the nearest future and I'll conduct interviews with them to get the real scoop about the lives as a local artist.My first choice for an interview would be Abg Hans Anwar because he's a very succesful person in the local music industry and he manages to juggle two careers easily.-Sheila Rose.-

Live With It.

Finally,i've realised that SMMN isn't the school for me and I have no freakin journalism future here.I'm really disappointed about it because I love to write and writing is my life,its something that i've started doing since i was young until my teen yearx.SMMN please heLp me.I need and want to write for your school.I do multi-tasking also.I take pictures and write about articles.To contact me[daydreamin]:tragedyrose@dancefreak.in[MSN]

My desires

Here are some stuff that I really want for my birthday. 1.A very sexy coat thats grey and has big buttons 2.the fighting fish,bubble eyes fish and the red/white oranda 3.converse shoes with heels.i lovee em dearly . 4.Cake from DQ.lolx. -I GUESS THATS ALL-

First Day in SMMN

Ehmygawd.I cant believe that i'm in school now,after 1month of waiting.amin dan syukur alhamdullilah.F.Y.I people i'm schooling at hogwarts school masin.lolx.jokes2.its actually sekolah menengah masin,but it looks kinda like hogwarts and thats why my eyes almost popped out from their sockets.[labih2 eh sii lala anie.lolx].anyway,lets start from way back in the morning. 1.we went up to the office to get my class info and also my subjects info.There were some kids up there too because they had to fill up the late slip.which I found kinda interesting and cool cause I do need some stability and discipline in my everyday life.hehe. 2.So,I got everything that I needed and the lady told me the directions to my class.I went out of the office and went completely blurr.It was a good thing that there was this very nice girl who helped me to find my way up to 4B.Thanks alot!I forgot her name,but I do know that she's in form 2. 3.Finally,I reached my class and I was really nervous at the time being new and all.but they welcomed me with great delight.pemalu kaliah aku anie.haha.i'll skip the kana kacau part.haha. 4.I made some friends such as Aslam[thanks for helping me],Nana[i'll remember ur advice],Vee and Amoi[moi,kau lawa wah.i heart ur mata]..there's 22 of us in the class and i made 4 friends in one day.yeay.I met sii mirza and sharizal.[rizal,u are cute laa.haha.].. 5.During our eco period,we were busy looking for a place to study coz da ro0m was locked.When we stepped out from the library..i felt like bella swan lookin at eDward culLen..that guy was hot,omg!he's white.tall.nice hair and he's the only guy that caught my eye.it was really love at first sight.awww.i wish i get to meet him again. 6.Chemistry was great.our teacher siuk waa. -I love it here-

Fallen[cut version]

You are the one that makes me cry,laugh and smile at the same time and you dont even realise it.But they do and they're telling me that i've fallen for you.what did u do?how did you?i'd rather not know because i've fallen 4 you to even care about the lil details.all that matters is that im into u and u know how much i feel abt you.

25th National Day

Today is the day Brunei celebrates its 25th national day and in 9hours the celebrations will commence to mark another great year of indipendence for Brunei.Almost 2,000 people from the government,students and others have joind the march past and the field performances.they really do deserve a big hand*claps*.may the celebration later be great and better than last year.amin.~

Twenty-one

The number twenty-one really means alot to me.wanna know why?-1.we went to the mall together 2 days ago[khai.my sis.me.ericsson and ivan] and it was the twenty first of february.cool eh!.we went to the mall and played some games at the arcade.after that,we dcided to eat sushi.nyum3.thanks lil bro.after we ate,we went to the secreto rumo.haha.we talked abt alot of stuff.for example our lives,lovelife and the most talked abt was what separation had done to the twelve of us.it wasnt for the better,it was for the worst.We swore to be BFF's for lyFe and nothing would ever come between the bond that we shared.But,that didnt happen.we went our own ways.and I know that most of them wish for us to be the way we were before.it takes only one person to say sorry.but,as I am always reminded 'what past is past and dwelling on the past doesnt solve anything.It just makes you hate even more'.I'm not holding a grudge against anyone,just to be clear with all of you.lolx.im strayin off the freakin topic again.haha. 2.The day i met cii for the 4th time after 3years of missin in brunei.haha.I missd him alot coz he was always there 4 me.we talked alot and jalan2d alot.lolx.when it was time 2 say goodbye.i just couldnt say it.so,I turnd around and walked away quickly.to save me the pain of hurtin again. 3.It was my bff's birthday.happy birthday super A.A

Shocker

Tmalam wah.aqu n9 rah battlezone.x ada dis guy ku knal bwebcam tama kdiaku.x ea tanya aqu dmana.x I jawap I ada dbttlezon.x dia kata I nak pegi sna and jumpa u.x I blas,antah ah.x ea anie mengilang.x2 enda btah lam ten minutes ada tia dtg and duduk sebelah I.kabak2 bh jantung gwe.kan tkuar dari bdan ja nada.haha.pelui2.udah tah eh.

Wake up call

Have you heard hayden panetierre's a.k.a claire bennet[petrelli]from heroes new single yet?its titled 'Wake up call' and its smokin hot.I just love the song,the beat and also her sexy soultry voice.give it a try.

My lasts

Who was the last person-


1. Slept beside you: my cat.romantic gito.


2. Saw you cry: nobody.


3. Made you cry: him.sii chi


4. Went to the movies with you: lil bro and the friends


5. You went to dinner with: hmm..lupa saya bah


6. You talked on the phone: sii chi gitu lho


7. Said 'I love you to you and really meant it': oh.him x ah.another him


8. Broke your heart: nada ku ingat ehx


9. Made you laugh: sii chi


10. you thought about more than 3 times a day: sii chi

friendster

aqu benci ini computer ah.sial to the max..mun menampar palis2 juwa wah.fxck eh.

Survey

Your Favorite Girl Character? - Bella Swan
Your Favorite Boy Character? - Edward Cullen
Your least favorite Girl Character? - none...
Your least favorite Boy Character? - none...
Vampire, Human, or Werewolf? - vampire baybeh
What is your favorite - what?
What is your favorite - what eh?
If some one was about to get squished in between 2 cars what would you do? - Try to save them..i wish
If you had a chance to live forever, but be a vampire would you do it? - If I had a hot guy like edward..i would
If you became a werewolf, then found a - found you ka??
How fast do you fall in love? - Too fast
How fast, do you think, did it take for Bella to love Edward? - Just a glimpse of an eye
How fast did it take for Jacob to love Bella? - love at first sight lah katakan
Who do you want to be in Twilight? - oh2..alice
Dirve fast or slow? - fast
Do you like the Apple on the front cover of the book? - hell yeah..its dark
Which is better? the movie or book? - the movie and book
Alice or Bella? - both
Jacob or Edward? - both
Emmet or Jasper? - both
Do you like Twilight? - im in love with it

Happy b-day

I JUST WANNA SAY A HAPPY 17TH BDAY TO MY CUZEN,Nunud AND I'M SORRY THAT I COULDNT MAKE IT TO YOUR BDAY PARTY,I WASNT FLING REALLY WELL.

Random..monday blues

I'm so malas today and the reason is because I didnt sleep since 6p.m yesterday until 8 a.m just now coz I was watching the 14 in 1 american pie dvd..i laughed my frickin head off while watching the 1st until the 4th..those are the really hilarious series of American pie,I haven't watchd the rest yet though.I might watch it with my sister later..sorry about my grammar..im very2 tired to even use proper english writing...~

Forever The Sickest Kids

This Is My All Time Favourite Band Now...



I LOVE FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS

My Dream Cars

I just wanted to post some of favourite cars.Its mostly top 3 cars cause I just love these 3 special cars...

CAR NUMBER 1:The Toyota Supra




CAR NUMBER 2:The Austin Mini Cooper




CAR NUMBER 3:The Volkswagen

I'll upload the pix of this car next time cause the pc is really driving me nuts now.

Calling me

My bed is totally calling out my name now,so I'm gonna turn in early and get some good sleep and dream alot of good dreams since my mum and sis nada drumah drg dlumut,that only means one thang.I GET TO SLEEP IN! Time:01.47

The Waiting Game

Ok,I just finished watching ugly betty and heroes..Ugly betty didnt keep me hanging at the end..but what really ticked me off was that heroes was really good and it had to end to keep me hanging..oh..I hate it soo much..anyway,Sylar is hotter and meaner then ever and and he has a very short time relation with 1 of the 'HyBrIdS'..Which is really great,because we seldom see romance and love in all the heroes episodes until now..Peter Pettreli is hot too,hotter than Sylar..and Hiro Nakamura is just a cute T-Bear..now i have to wait 4 the new discs.damn.

ConfuZey

I'm startin my blog back from the beginning and damn my head hurts with the xtml bulls*yt..lols and the reason is because i didnt have much time on the cybernet cpu..1hr is shoo not enough to design a fancy spanking blog to beat other bloggers blog..I'll be blogging more later on because i'm busy atm watching the new epi of ugly betty..oh betty!why cnt I be like you?Teehehe..and even Suzuki is really great..his E shows are greatalicious..im gonna stop now..

New Day

I've made another blog because my old blog was gettin really rusty and I was gettin some hate comments from some ignorant people..duh!!people with nothing better to do..