Teardrops on my guitar

The reason for the title is because i've been singing this song for the past 4days without even leaving my pillow dry..Inda sah kalau bntal inda dibasahi air mata..Why?..Well,there's this guy in my school and same class..I've secretly been storing feelings for him for 2months now and 2days ago..I finally had the courage to tell him how i felt and then Wham!!..Everything was crushed into tiny pieces..He told me that he knew all along and he also told me that he didnt want to date someone from the same class,he said it was difficult and guess what I said...''its okay,its okay''...Then it hit me,did a guy just reject me?!...It really stung because this is the first time being rejected by a guy i totally adore..Still cant believe it..And now its over but I still cant get him out of my head...-hagelala-

MooD swing

Im back and bitchy people.Lols.~i've been way to busy to blog cause of my mid-term exams..And yeah,i just wanna add that the exams were 'GSCE'O' LEVEL' standard..Like wadapak?!..These past few days have been kinda hard for me because alot of stuff and problems are just crashing down into my once known 'FABULOUS' lyfe..I think karma is just catching up to me..What have I done wrong?..xp..I've done alot of bad things..*sad*..Oh and yeah..Im totally having mood swings now..Sometimes i'm happy and there are also times when i fl like eatin somebody..I'll just stop at this..-HEYHEY HAGELALA

Being a PRINCESS

So.I just finished reading Meg Cabot's princess diaries sixsational and it's a great and entertaining book.here's a short sum-up abouT it.Amelia as we all know is the Genovian princess and she's dealing with alot of problems such as if she should 'DO IT' with her boyfriend,her dumping of snails into the ocean incidnt and the student council election.so,she lives a pretty hectic life..end sum-up and post.

M.I.A a.k.a Missin in Armani

I havent been in the 'I-want-to-blog' kinda mood these past few days.School is totally wearing me out.I'm bustin my ass in my studies but i'm still not satisfied with my progress.I failed my maths badly and that really made my day shitty.*as if it wasnt shitty enuf*.i made alot of careless mistakes.ughh..it is MATHS..Im a total kLutz in that area..lols..so.yesterday nothing much happened..just ur usual day at school..so.i guess i'm done here..

Boom-Boom Pow

Yo!.yesterday,I went to the empire for yet another dance audition.believe it or not.i'm going to dance auditions now more than ever and i'm totally proud of myself.Reason?.because I was never a dancer and i'm stiff and to top that off 'i'm Shy'.lols.so,yeah it's a new thing for me and i'm proud that i'm finally getting out of my shell or even my protective zone.~back to yesterday.I was nervous and shakin all over when I got there.I decided to take a look inside and that didnt help either.I wanted to give up,but i'm not a quitter.so,I just went through with it.I was told to dance first and I danced to bep's new track 'Boom2 Pow'.I was nervous and got tired quick.not to mention my moves were everywhere and why da hell was I doin alot of butt-pops.damn!.Well,i had fun and it was a great experience.I'm gonna practice more,so I can get even better..watch out dancers out there..i'm on the verge of no stopping..!lols.well,I gtg now cos i'm gettin really close to the school.byee

I MISS YOU GUYS!

Birthday Surprise!

I mentioned that I was gonna post the pictures that my friend had taken from my previous birthday party that was given by my friends..here they are:


Mirul.Me and Mai


Wajah Surprised ku

What the 'BUG'

I'm totally pissed off~as you all know i'm not feeling that good and i'm still not doing good,because of my health issues..I missed my dance training(I HATE IT WHEN I MISS SOMETHANG I LOVE!)..but I will be attending my training on sunday,I dont care if i'm sick..i'm gonna bust my ass in dancing coz i'm commited and when I'm passionate about something,I will push myself to be better..~byeee

That ''BOY''!

Good cubuh world!..I just can't sleep ryte now..so,i'm just gonna go random and blog bullsxyt here..haha..WHO CARES?!Its my blog anyway..~I'm in love with yew and I don't even have a reason 4 it..you stole my heart and now I can't get it back..When you smile towards me,my knees turn to jelly mode..When you say something,the only thing I hear is you saying my name a thousand times..please believe me when I say 'I LOVE YOU'...~

Wild-Wild

Yesterday at school I had a great time because we had p.e and it was my first time to attend p.e there..We were told to play a game of of netball,but instead I was dancin my ass off and cheographng new steps cos i'm not really into netball..to be honest,i find it rather dull and siuk sndiri punya sport.*pissy mood*[don't mind me,i'm just having my woman or feminine time of the month]..so,I decided to play badminton with pateyn and mai..it was a 2 against 1 match,men buyuk aqu ah..I nid to brush up on my smash techniques..and i'm really blurr sighted..lols..~I stayed back in the aftern00n coz I wanted to attend my bio xtra class..it was really tiring..ughh!memang wajahku mcm urg kan kpisan sajaaa..Maherah sent me home coz my mum couldnt get off work during that time..maherah is really great and funny..she kinda reminds me of ezza..ezza hunneyh aku mish,rindu and will always syg yew..hehe..~

Come on lets SWEAT

So,yesterday I didnt blog about this because I was really tired and my legs were just killing me.~yesterday,I had my 1st dance class..I reached there at around 3.06(exact time 2)..and when I reachd there,I was really suprised to see how many dancers that got in after the audi..they each had different kind of styles and it was really cool to see that..so,we had our intro's and did 3 dance routines..the last routine was effin hard..i was totally all ovah the plaCe..lols..it was really fun and also fat-burning..hehe..~so,i'm gonna start my class tomorrow from 6 to 8..and my classes are 2times a week,sunday is my otha class from 3-5..I really wanna be a great dancer and get sent abroad..but that doesnt mean i'll forget abt my studies..~auf widerx

Don't touch that dial

I know the title sounds ridiculous.but,who cares yea.I couldnt find any other title than this one.So,today I had a very tiring day because as we just moved,I had to carry up some boxes to the new house and damn it was tiring.Walking,the steps and going back down to get m0re boxes.I might have lost some weight too and thats a good thang to me,i've been gettin a lil bit round on the hip area.lols.enough about that~Lets see what I did these past few days.hmm..i'll start off with the 31st which was a tuesday..that day was as usual.school was lameeyo..oh yea!we were suggesting names for our class and I came up with a veree unique name..'FORM 4B FABULOUS'..but too bad,some of them didnt agree with it..not to be mean or anything but come on my fellow mates,its a unique,rocking and fabulously nice name..but,thats just my opinion..I just dont understand why we cant name it that..Aiman I need yew!HELP!haha..~1april2009[Wednesday]..normal day..got april fooled alot..i only got mirza..poor me!..nuthng much happnd after that..~Today,I didnt attend school because I didnt hear my alarm go off and I woke up at 10 and thought to myself ''Why the hell am I still in bed?lols"..I worked the whole day until 5 and then finishd up..at around 8 'o'clock someone called my phone..at first I was hesitant to pick it up cos I didnt recognise the number..but after 3rings I picked it up..it was someone from the audition,she told me to come on sunday at 3pm at the usual place..after I hung up,My sister and I were speechless..we did the happy dance and screamed at the top of our lungs..This means ome thang.SHOPPING!!LOLS...I tried to call Aiman and Khai to break the good news to them..but I couldn't..so,I calld dany and guess what,she picked up,well ray pickd up..hahaha..we talkd 4 5minutes and we said our goodbye's..Dany thanks for the support and also ur family support..I LOVE YEW 2!alot of hugs~